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This is a Blog about ying
I write what I want to not what they want me to
I write what I want to not what they want me to
Snickers
Every time I listen to this song makes me extremely happy and anxious for the time that I will get the courage to go up to you and say, I love You.
cause I know I will do it one day.
I realized I'm always talking about really sad experiences or like super emotional things that are usually associated with my past.
WELL
I want to be happy, I'm not scared to look forward now
I don't deserve to be treated in that way that I was treated before.
and now. I will stand tall knowing that I'm making my own happy ending and I want him to be in it
OKAY. there are some set backs that happened where i jumped in way too fast
finding out that it was lust rather then love made it pretty shit
BUT I wont hold grudges cause, I'll be the bigger person (:
and its the stupid heart that pumps cheap lust through our veins anyway!
BUT ive learnt from that and now I welcome the happy giddy butterflies in my stomach when he walks by me in the hall ways
or when he has most adorable smile on his face
or when I smile at the mention of his name
or how my heart jumps when I receive a text from him.
or when my eyes automatically search for his
yes, I've caught the bug.
