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This is a Blog about ying
I write what I want to not what they want me to
I write what I want to not what they want me to
turn back around
like a boomerang throw it and it comes back again
her head just goes through the pain
She trying not to think about him
but her heart's protection is growing thin
she wishes she can just turn it around
but every time she hears a sound
His there.
When she sees him, memories start flowing
When will these thoughts just start disappearing
far far away in a deep dark hole
Watch as this story slowly unfold
In her head she thinks she is wasting her time
but she doesn't understand why its such a crime
To remember.
She painted a smile on her face
but inside she has fallen from grace
He doesn't care,he has another
she feels like a complete sucker
She doesn't realize what is outside
and how much she has to hide
that its harder than it is to forget feelings
but she didn't realize what that would bring
Complicated feelings.
She is hiding behind a thinning wall
She doesn't want all her feelings to fall
droplets of rain disturbing her thoughts
she always wants to remember all her doubts
She doesn't wanna be an easy target
for him to laugh and yet
she doesn't wanna be distant.
Ill get over the fact
You put on your little act
Deep inside my feelings will hide
well maybe everything was a lie
although i have feelings for you
i will find a away to get through
Fuck off.
