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This is a Blog about ying
I write what I want to not what they want me to
I write what I want to not what they want me to
Tears actually fell

why do i care?
why do i stare?
reflection of myself shown in the mirror.
shattered and broken when it became clearer
phone call stopped with a heart beat
my heart sank down to my feet
tears actually came out in despair
please tell me why do i still care?
Life playing tricks on me?
maybe you should open and see.
it wasn't life, its called feelings
as i lay in bed my eyes over flowing.
I'm cursed.
I am hurt but why so badly?
tell me why I wept so sadly
thoughts in my head all just seem to stop
all my emotions just seem to drop
Maybe its cause you had a spell
something magical that made me fell.
this is my way of letting feelings out
its to make me stop myself to shout
my idiotic feelings i had for you
in the end you did make me blue.
useless poems, unwanted songs
i should put them where they belong
with broken pieces of a very bruised up heart
it felt like you just shot a dart
i opened it up for you it was an open target
and you shot me down

