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This is a Blog about ying
I write what I want to not what they want me to
I write what I want to not what they want me to
Sick


Coughing, gasping for air
My head slowly pounding with thoughts of yesterdays tomorrow
How my day was so filled with undying sorrow
With the endless cluster of thoughts were unspoken
My sprite haunted and so close to be broken
Why do I suffer on this long winding journey
Will there ever be a time with you for me?
Could my wishes of not waiting finally be
My reality.
Pieces of Thursdays Today linger in my head
Will always frighten me, every time i go to bed
the hardest word that came out on that day
'Goodbye' my storybook fairytale, i dreaded to say
A peck on the cheek wasn't enough, to keep my feelings at rest
This long pause cant put my feelings to the test
Quiet, silence, fell upon my life
the silence so piercing just like a knife
Endless questioning of my heart
Why do i like him soo much
He is the kind of guy i can trust and hold
but now i just feel so loss and cold
If i was your one and only girl
I would give you my world
its like you can see through everything but my heart



