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This is a Blog about ying
I write what I want to not what they want me to
I write what I want to not what they want me to
have some courtesy please?
FUCK YOUlook at me,
you suppose to care,
you suppose to take care of me
you suppose to treat me with respect
you suppose to protect me
you suppose to guide me when i'm lost
you suppose to help me when i need help
you suppose to pick me up when im down or in an unknown place
you suppose to never judge me
you suppose to love me for who i am
you suppose to hold no discrimination against me
but no
what do you do?
you ditch me
you desert me
you leave me hanging
you leave me stranded
you cant even bother to help me when i need you
you wont even try to assist me when i am lost
you don't even bother to give me a lift
you don't care enough to come for me when im in trouble
you discriminate against me
you treat me like an outsider
you never try to understand how i feel
you always feel that your better than me
you hurt me with your gossip
you judge me without even trying to understand the truth
news flash
you cant change me
you cant choose who i am
you cant push me down
you cant make me sad
you cant hurt me or my family
because
you fail
you can say whatever you want
you can criticize all you can
but in the end.
you're the one with the problems
you're the one who will get discriminated against
you're the one who will lose
you're the one who will come needing my help
and you're the one who will get my help
because
i wont stoop to your level.
DARLING ♥
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SAYANG!
well last friday me and the girls planed something for our dear lil baby :) WHO IS FINALLY 16!!
went to delicious in jalan tun razak, the place is beautiful!
service is quite shit but there were really nice waiters!
yummy food and yummy dessert :)
TOOK REALLY PRETTY PICTURES EVERYWHERE
poor dinny fell down twice and hit her bum bum :S
HAD A KILLER SLEEPOVER AT EARNIEYS PLACE :)
<3
a new day
I LOVE THIS SONG
this song is always stuck in my head and i love it so much, he is amazing :)
exams and studying have been taking over my life at the moment so im crazy packed!
but things that happened recently that was super amazing was
1) KAH MUNS BIRTHDAY <3 at pavilion with loads of our peeps!
2) AISHAS BIRTHDAY<3 at hartamas square with with fam and friends!
3) EARNIEYS BIRTHDAY<3 doing business exam :S
I LOVE THEM ALL SUPER DUPER MUCH!till the end of time and more (:
well right now, as usual im beign all sentimental and i miss everything and im sooooo stressed out with exams and also about my future after college so because of my darling sister chewy (: i'm thinking of making a list of things that makes me happy and try to do it as much as possible before i have to leave!
i think thats a really good way of getting everything straight and get your mind of crazy emotional shits dont you think? (:
exams endon the 26th so i hope everyone would be free so i can finally get over my sentimental-ness and finally see everyone again(:
AFTER THE 26TH! EVERYONE BETTER BE FREE CUZ WE'RE GOING CRAZY!
WE'RE GOING TO BE DOING EVERYTHING FROM GOING TO THE BEACH TO GETTING A PIERCING?
lol i dunno ;)
but we're doing everything!
i feel quite happy at this moment and i feel like just going on about random nothings :)
OH ANDI HAVE A NEW NIECE :)
<3 congrats to my cousins <3
Snickers
Every time I listen to this song makes me extremely happy and anxious for the time that I will get the courage to go up to you and say, I love You.
cause I know I will do it one day.
I realized I'm always talking about really sad experiences or like super emotional things that are usually associated with my past.
WELL
I want to be happy, I'm not scared to look forward now
I don't deserve to be treated in that way that I was treated before.
and now. I will stand tall knowing that I'm making my own happy ending and I want him to be in it
OKAY. there are some set backs that happened where i jumped in way too fast
finding out that it was lust rather then love made it pretty shit
BUT I wont hold grudges cause, I'll be the bigger person (:
and its the stupid heart that pumps cheap lust through our veins anyway!
BUT ive learnt from that and now I welcome the happy giddy butterflies in my stomach when he walks by me in the hall ways
or when he has most adorable smile on his face
or when I smile at the mention of his name
or how my heart jumps when I receive a text from him.
or when my eyes automatically search for his
yes, I've caught the bug.
Friday Nights
HE IS SEX TO MY EYES.
I had a dream about him and I was madly in love when I woke up.
Had ABSOLUTELY the funnest time with Ervin, Melissa, Nickolai & Lina. they make my Friday night complete :)
Terima Kasih for Sam and Kelvin for coming :)
ILOVEYOUALL ♥
it was a fucking awesome night regardless of staying in college till 7.
it was the perfect way i would have my Friday night.
with the Malibu and Sky Vanilla that made the night just a little more exiting
with friends, new friends, drinks, chipmunk music, late night McDonald was just what i needed to be extremely happy again :)
I don't know who you are.
You were special but
we cant talk like we used to
Times has changed so
we're growing apart but you still
Walk in and out of my life
I care less about you
we turned our backs on us and
I don't want to think of you and your
Broken promises and lies
everything changed
I still want to know you
Be a part of your life
Smile and laugh like we used to
I still care about you and want to
Relive the best of our memories again
Because I miss you terribly and
I believed you through everything
Now
I begin a new chapter in my life without looking back
with or without you
Freaking Finally!
EXAMS ARE OVER!I am extremely happy that I don't have to look at Judicial Precedent anymore. Went to KLCC with my darlings kah mun, nashi, aisha, ervin, sam, wai cheong, kina, imma, Carissa, iyad, && imran (:
Things I liked watching NEW MOON, the both times I watched it :P
- Jacobs abs ( wai cheong said its photoshoped but wtvs man )
- Henry's weird reactions when Edward tried to kill himself
- When Paul said sorry to Bella, so cute.
- Laughing with nashi
- Sam predicting the words before they said it
- The girls and I aw-ing so loud making teh whole cinema laugh
- Edward Cullen, more of the character less of the actor.
- TIME WITH MY SAYANGS <3
